Still Smiling!

Smile in my face even as the tears roll down
Heart is heavy yet feel light right now
Thoughts are scattered yet keeping my spirits high
The one in me is seeking a hide yet my heart jumps up to touch the sky
This is what makes me what I'm today
and I'm still smiling! :)

:: Written 15-Jul-2019 ::

Contradictory emotions, isn't it!  Don't we all face such emotions in our life - We smile but cry at the sometime? Feel very low yet force ourselves to keep moving? This is one of those days when something was bothering me so much and I couldn't figure out why, but on the other hand, I was very conscious of what I was going through and ended up smiling even I was crying :D Contradictory emotions and sounds like a complex mind, isn't it! But it's just a simple heart wanting to smile always :)