Dated 07/03/24
Just broke up with a "friend" or "close friend" or whatever it is, as claimed by him. Well, technically, he broke up, and I didn't have a say in that matter! Just decides to let go because he is upset with whatever I had said or done, may be?? and that's about it? No response to my attempts to ask why (and why!). So, one can just walk away because they feel like it at the time? and then what?!
I'm just done with this whole "talk and stay in a relationship when convenient" mindset (b*#^$^#t).
You have people walking into your life as & when they LIKE, which is fine (which is probably how it also works?), but just can't continue to accept that they choose to go away as & when they please. So, basically, I'm so fine if they wanna go ('not that I have a choice or say, and I'm not the one walking away), but when people do, they better stay that way.
I'm done tolerating and being okay with their non-sense, and then just wait for them to talk again, and then treat them the way it USED to be when they get back.
PS: I never imagined that I'd be so upset with someone or that I'd even talk s&^t about people! While I just did that, it's just my way of saying that I really don't want to deal with such mindsets anymore. No offense to anyone around me, just letting myself know that I don't have to tolerate someone's behavior just because I value their relationship. I still do (as in, value) but that isn't reason enough to let them treat me the way I'm treated.
